Wednesday, February 08, 2006

-Edisi Curhat Spesial Ala Ulli-

it is really 1 am in the morning... n i'm sure there's something in my coffee that i drink 4 hours ago!!!! sumpaah gw g bsa tdr!!!!yah bginilah... I end up ngisi gepz's blog... tp gpp gw dgn snang hati ngisi ko!!!!untung jam sgini niy connection d rmh gw g lemot....
so here it goes (curhat gw maksudny....)

Lulu...n smua ank GEPZ...
Gw stuju bgt sm kt2 lo (ap yg lo tulis d blog)... BELIEVE ME i've really2 MOVED ON!!!! mungkin lulu, ato GEPZ (ato siapapun yg bca blogny gepz...) g yakin/malah sm skali g p'caya sm ap yg gw tulis/omongin soal this-whole-moved-on-thing... tp gw serius. ...serius banget!n yg plg gw butuhin dr GEPZ adlh lo smua ngedukung gw... thats it!!!!gw g akan ngejwb lg kl lo smua nanya "Lo msi suka/syg sm dy y ul?" thats definently not the kind of support I need!!!! Tp gw g akan jd muna n blg kl gw g prnah sayang bgt bgt bgt sm He-That-Better-Not-Be-Named-Here...but then again I totally mend my broken heart... n it is really heal right now... I AM SO MOVING ON....sayang aj gitu... nyia2in waktu gw cma bwt ngurusin kyk gt...
Temen gw pernah blg gini...
"Ibarat baca buku... lo tu br smp bag. tengah, bahkan mungkin sepertiga ato seperempat dari hidup seorang Dzulianur Mutsla...U don't know what ur life turns out 2 B...."
kata2 dy jd "Wake-up call" bwt gw!maybe it's time bwt gw u/ turn 2 the next page dlm idup gw... i believe those words..
dy jg blg...
"Kyk jamuan makan malem... lo tuh MAIN COURSE ny li... yg laen cma appetizer n dessertny doang..."
so I have NOTHING to loose right? he's loss... NOT ME...
gw yakin bgt... one day I WILL find THE ONE bwt gw... get married (like norvan did...he3), Starting a family.... n live happily ever after (waloupun g sgituny jg sih...) but till that day comes... gw TAU kl 4JJI puny hal lain bwt gw yg bsa bkin gw te2p "sibuk" n Happy y.. cthny praktikum gw yg ad 5 itu...(hectic bgt dah!)
so from now on.... don't worry about me n this "High-school-drama-thing".
Dhew...
Thx y ud diingetin puasa Muharram.. (though gw g lg g bsa ngejalaninnya...) tp sbg gantiny, gw nyebarin k tmn2 kmps gw... jd d pd puasa... thx y msi ngingetin qt n gw khususny.. u/ibadah....
about the birds... he3.. tujuan gw cma biar kmps gw g bau ocey aj gt... n spy yg pd bw mbl g kejatohan ocey lg... doakan y!skrg lg cr lokasi pindahny...
SarZ+SaSh...
Sneng d ktm kalian d kmps!!! brasa blk lg mkn siang d kantin IC...he3...
Norv a.k.a Ny. Harun
gmn ini teh yg br plg honeymoon???he3 doain gw spy nyusul y!!!!
Piet..
Akhiry gw ktm lg sm lo... y ampuun I really miss gossiping w/ u niy!
Gadiez...
gw doain yg t'baek bwt lo!(nn smua ank Gepz...) kl mnurut lo yg t'baek SPMB well then U go 4 it!!! u deserve the best dis!...
GEPZkuw...
sorri y gw ud nulis pjg bgt n mungkin jatohny jd nyampah d blog qt... (font ny gw kecilin biar g ngabisin byk tmpt...) tp gw pengen curhat aj gt... kangen ud lm nggak soalny... sorry jg kl gw yg plg srg ngisi...(gw ud jrg nulis diary soalny... he3) lo smua tmn gw yg plg baek n ada terus bwt gw... LUV U ALL SO...
yup2! time 2 wrap it up! skrg ud jam 1/2 2 pagi lebih!!!! Gosh gw te2p blm ngantuk! pdhl bsk gw kul pagi!!!! tp gpp siy... yg pnting gw lega... thx` y gw ud d bolehin nyampah....
mmuah mmuah
Ulli